Smiles Misses You

A Year Ahead

2011-01-02T21:14:00.003+08:00

I'm seriously tired of continuing my blog here.
It's dead like literally DEAD. Nobody would even
come here to read my blog. But in case any of you happen
to past by my blog, by all means.

2011.

How shld i celebrate it? I think i'm still living in 2010.
However, this year is just full of suprises and i hope it to be a promising one.
For me, not for you guys. So am i going to start with goods news first. Okay i shall!

An event, i'm so looking forward too!! I'm the most
overly-condensely-over-excited human being
in this so called Earth. Anticipating much? YESSS!!
Finally a chance to see them in person!

AAAAHHH!!
Ok. I'm going bonkers here.

Next up. I going back to school! AAHHH!! Okay,
this one is seriously awesome. I spent maybe half of the entire
year wondering what to do. And I got it now. I mean
what i wanna do. Well, at least for now.

So, what's your 2011 list of do's?

2010-10-26T14:37:00.003+08:00

The best all time drama, and best all time couples.

Finish watching it for 2 days. Seriously, i'm such a

lazy couch potato. Everything went wrong today,

didn't turn up for 1st day of work, didn't get the

address, hp prepaid low, DRAMATIC? Yes, the lady

or whoever the manager is didn't even give me

the address and she promise me ytd she'll email
me. I spent the entire night, okay maybe until midnight

waiting for the email. And again this morning woke up

at 7 just to see if the email's there. But, NADAH!!

So, Sayonara to the "perfect so-call-job" and maybe

say hello to MPH. All thanks to my dear sister. Why,

why,why is my plans keeps on ruining and crumbling?

Retribution? Haha. Eeeh geram you know. I feel

like sticking my head to the wall and just not move

stay there like forever!

That's the start of tomorrow, or tomorrow or maybe

tomorrow and ever. Positive mind works the best :)

Hwaiting!

2010-10-22T17:42:00.006+08:00

Been fun this few weeks, but idk why but i still haven't

found the right job to stick like a glue. Irritating

as it sounds, yeah. This photography crew really

irks me, esp the management wise is really,really

bad. If you already plan your schedule that way,

you shld stick to it, but there this dude, who doesn't

get it, and keep changing my schedule like he owns it

(-_^) WTF!

That's how you determine whtr to stay, or to leave.

I for once chose to leave. But hey, the ppl there are great

Even for a few days i got to know them, they're really

a great bunch of ppl :) Travelling to and fro to Jurong

can be tiring. Oh well, i guess it's jst nt my luck ever

since i quit breeks. I jst hope that by end of nov

i have 300 bucks with me. I'm so not gonna miss

suju concert's this time round.

I SWEAR.

"Nie smua cobaan, that's wat my dad wld says"

Knowing you was great. But i'm not so sure myself.

You're like waiting for me to make a move, well hey

i'm a girl. Girl don't make a move first. Not trying to

"Jual Mahal" here. Maybe we're both unsure of each

other yet. That's why, i hope time plays a part

in this, in us.

Xoxo

Ivefah

2010-10-14T17:59:00.004+08:00

Been busy this couple of days. Not much to do
and more to do. I'm busy making a life more

meaningful than before. It's turning out so good

Like i said, unexpected things happens once

in a lifetime. Things you never dream of, actually

does happened. :)

And yeah that's the good things with me nowdays,

i gets lots of freedom, even though i don't get paid.

Did i mention, what's more exciting? Got a P/T

job as a photographer! Funny how it turns out to
be. Hope this job turns out well for me. I keep

MIAing jobs that i don't like ya know. That's

how hectic a person life can be. I wanna save up

money to go to _____concert! Freaking estatic

am i feeling right now. So pls,pls, heavens make
money come to me as fast as possible. I want them

NOW.

Ps: Did i mention this on Fb? I want this phone. Seriouusly hype

until this come out in singapore :)

2010-10-01T17:26:00.011+08:00

"Dave says," awk bnyk susah lah, nie lah org singapore tk pandai

makan chewing gum"

Last Night, was a superb mega feasting, on top of everything.
I had a blast of fun. I had to see someone getting drunk

and spilling nonsense. That was so funny. Tsk,tsk.

And, no i don't do drinks all that. I'm so

gonna miss going to work with all of them.
Brought many wonderful memories, that

i don't wish to forget. Nevertheless, as we meet
new ppl, we gain new boundaries. :)

I'm creating a Tumblr AGAIN. Seriously, i don't
know how to use it though. But, my sis says it's far

much better than blogger. Tumblr,blogger,wordpress,

livejournal looks all the same to me. It's which you're
comfortable in using. But, i'm still creating tumblr.

I'll manage somehow.

Xoxo

Ivefah

2010-08-23T18:41:00.005+08:00

Finally watch a good deal drama.

I'm in love with Shin min ah. God, I'm turning
into one of those freakin lesbians. I adore her.

One of my favourite korean actress. Just love

her face, like how i love any other actresses

Ok maybe none, i don't really fancy american

actress except maybe sandra bullock.

The fact i can't wait for august to be over,
is i'm quitting my job. It's killing me to work

there. Need to find another PT job. Asap.

Gonna miss working there esp the ppl.

They are really,really AWESOME ppl

to be with. It's difficult not to be crazy

when hanging out with a bunch of them.

Well, this is the first time i've found

somebody much, much crazier than i am.

I Miss my 7 gundus.

*Aida, *Dyla,*Lynn, *Mirah, *Siti,*Suz,*Rina

Can't forget you guys you know! :) Mit up soon

for buka. I'll try set the date which is convenient.

Hopefully.

2010-08-21T17:32:00.006+08:00

My days were spent with good music and sounds

around me. I imagine myself a thousands times

standing at a field with a car ( Dream On) and just

strumming endless music that i know of.

I want that life. Simple, free and it's just amazing.

But i don't know now, how my life's going to turn out.

I'm stuck in the middle, and didn't know where to

start. It's basically stressing me out everyday.

When i thought abt this, i don't know when i'm

gonna keep on lying to myself and all those people

dear to me. I need time to think. But "time, is money"

I Hate that phrase.

I just hope everything turns out fine.

So for now, i'll keep you all updates on the things i've

done so far. Recently, just watch soulmates. And it really makes

me think, there are things like this in this world. It's just i

never really thought so much about it until now.

- Things like

* how our fate always cross each other without us realizing it.

* or how he appear to be so familiar, even though he's merely a stranger.

* he's thinking the same way as you are right now.

It makes me wonder, and wonder.

If he's been there all along. I want god to open up my

eyes and allow me to see for myself.

My Soulmate.

2010-08-10T00:30:00.003+08:00

NDP!!

Yeah, pretty much a short notice.

Went out wif a bunch of gundu's to watch fireworks.
It's a great nite out, but eventually, had to end

early. :(

Nxt year will be a head start i hope. I don't
even noe tiz year is at pdg, if not i would
have went. Had an awesome day wif u guys.

Love you ppl so much!

* More updates, i hope. Will keep tat in my mind.
In the meantime enjoy the photos then :)
Will upload more at FB. Cheers!

2010-06-22T13:58:00.004+08:00

From Maniacs to Idiots, Morons to a dickhead
Here's to you

Awfully painful week ahead. I'm dreading it since last two days ago.
Things that aren't suppose to happen, actually came true.
I mean, who wouldn't notice, that tjz particularly "Moron"
attitude change toward me?

I'm looking forward to a place where i won't be seeing him
again. I'm taking my chances by leaving that place.Maybe in
the next few days, i'll regret by doing so.But sometimes,
Life has to go on. We meet new ppl and friends. So, i'm
keeping my thumbs up for any reasons. That "Moron"
will be practically annoyed and angry with me.

But i don't give a shit.

Not to forget the upcoming 1-4th June. That will be
one of the days I'm so looking forward to. I miss
happy times. When would i get to see more of it?

My one chance of happiness, is a lifetime away.

2010-05-15T01:35:00.007+08:00

Life's been good. So far, i've yet to encounter difficult hardships but
i'm enjoying what i can the most now. :) Work's been fun, and i've
grown on them. Very awesome ppl.

I actually starting to believe the supersticious Bad luck, that've
been cast upon me, after walking under a chinese prayer thing ytd.

What happen today?
1. I keep dropping things at work
2. I cut my finger, and the blood won't stop flowing
3. I have to pay money to ppl!
The Most terrible was te finger. God, the pain is seriously
damn painful, i tell you.

What a day, to end with. But yeah, i enjoy some things this
past few weeks. Catch up with izah, and celebrate Putrey
Shamirah's Birthdae :) I had an awesome tyme, thnk you for
making my day, happy! Let me, wind up the pics for
ya :)

Very nice of khairul for this idea :)

And not forgetting.....

Haha, still spend time wth my bestie here.
It's been a while since i saw her :)

Thta'll do for todae, i'll update more
Xoxoxo

2010-04-21T14:30:00.003+08:00

Life is full of wonders if only the money comes to you,
Because the money doesn't comes to you, you have to
search for it. Be smart, be wise and yes things will
come through eventually.

I will not give up till what's left. That I Promised.

2009-12-21T13:31:00.010+08:00

I'm spending my time and home doodling my
sketches, and watching non-stop dramas from
K-dramas, to my fav legend of the seeker.

And not to forget i indulge myself to lots
of movies. This might take a while until, god
knows when i got a job. I will try again tmr,
and hpefully this time luck is on my side (cross fingers)

I can't get enough of suju, so watch this video.
Hope you all enjoy :)

2009-12-01T16:52:00.000+08:00

I keep seeing old faces, old friends this few weeks
Is it likely my chance, or it's just a coincidence?
Well, i guess it's fate then. How weird to see them again.
Awkward "Hello's and Goodbyes". It's like going back to
your past, and oh how you just wish you cld go back
to the old days. If only i was a time traveler.

- Things change, time change, so do people too

2009-11-06T14:58:00.004+08:00

I miss my damn guinea pig, until she went missing
(Get out of her cage) Very brilliant miko.
We search her for days, until i thought maybe
she went down the toilet drain. That's why
our luck finding her was so limited. I think
buying a new one, will be nice. But, Miko
i still miss her :(

Now, i'm getting addicted to korean songs
thanks to our genius dyla for introducing Suju to me.
I can't stop listening to them ever since :)

No more projects, let's hope so. Make's my mind
at ease for a while.

2009-10-27T20:37:00.003+08:00

I can't seem to get it out my mind.
I don't know why, but my view towards
them just change on that day. I feel lighter
and relieve that somehow we connect in a
comfortable way. :)

School been tiring, i don't even have a clue
what to do, for BCM project which is due
next wk! Great.....

But at least i can get something out of my mind,
and that's the JB outin. First time i'm finally
goin with you, and i can't wait!

2009-10-12T16:02:00.006+08:00

Going out with the gerls was so much fun while it lasted.
It's been so long since i lst saw them, and keep telling
me" Ifah, bile nk kua raye sme2?" Finally,dpt jgk even
though izah n sal didn't join in i had tons of fun :))

Hope to mit up with all of them soon.

While raye almost over, sch bck on track today
and 1st day oreadi talks abt upcmin project.
Haish, i feel like i wanna hv more holidae, bt
i miss sch!!!

2009-10-05T11:38:00.002+08:00

Enduring for a couple more days and i'm
finally heading back to sch. Days ago,
been fun. Went out raye with my gondols. And we
went to mr ahmadi house, and lynn," mcm mane cik
jemput makan bole klua?" Haha, it's suppose to be cikgu
makcik!

Photos: Girls pls upload :)

I can't wait to get bck to sch, i miss lessons or
maybe just the ppl. Heh.

2009-09-18T11:05:00.003+08:00

It's been a while since i've update my blog.
Seriously, my schedule for this week is like hell
First thing of all, i wanna wish my dearest best friend,
Siti Faezah Bte Jumat, a happy 19th Birthday
May Allah bless with you with happiness always!
Good luck in your attachment too! now she will feel how i feel
during IA!!

Second, I'm so tired from work so i took a day off today
just to clb izah b'dae and clean up my room and buy things for
Hari Raye preparation! Especially Bags!!! Where am i am suppose
to buy?? "one that kan fit Payung!" Sorry eh Lynn :P

My dad's most prb going to geylang today, my sis too, since
she haven't get her raye clothes. Luckily, this year
i don't have to help make kuih, since our oven's spoilt and mom had
no time to make kuih, so we just bought them.

And the gerek part is, i got my pay today, hopefully :)
So, to all Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri,enjoy your holidays!
Don't forget, nk klua raye, ring me up kays

*Toodles for now*

2009-08-30T23:45:00.002+08:00

We are who we are. In many ways, we can't change what's
left hidden inside the inner depths of ourselves. One may
think it's stupid, since everyone changes when times passes
by. I agree it's true. Things may not looks like it seems to be.
What i want it to be. I can't change things that's far beyond my reach
and that's already left undone. I know it's hard for you to understand
but sadly, we are not the same as before.
( so save your trouble, things are just not so simple!)

Most things are normal for a change like last 3 days i met
tasha in 854 bus. She's still the same as before. Always funny
and crazy as before. Fad, if you're reading this, i think we can invite
her along for this coming friday? Haha, she sure is fed up a bit
since we nvr had a proper outing, like the karaoke part! Haha.

I miss out on Baybeats since there's just too much things
going in my mind this last few days. So much for a peaceful,
quiet life. Because if you're in my shoes, you might actually
bring along a couple of earphones or cotton corkscrew.
Trust me, it works everytime.

2009-08-20T16:42:00.006+08:00

Thx to lynn information, I've finally watch Coraline! :)
The movie was awesome even though it isn't due out
in the cinema until 27th august, at least watching
it at home was nice.

Well, go watch it! It won't be a waste cos tim Burton movies never
once disappoint me. And just to let you guys know, i love Adam young
singer from Owl City. He's so brilliantly talented and
too cute to be true. Haha.

Btw, here's Lynn and Ct belated b'dae photo update.
I thgt lynn, or aida gonna's update in their blog.
Oh well, i guess it's up to me then.
Hobey-ho let's go!

We'll meet up again soon, oh well now i must get a freaking job, bu
t i plan to go on a holiday. Eeesh so confusing, I'm going nuts if i were
to sit at home!!

Ps: I'm so jealous of my sister fren, didi! She went to warped tour
and saw megan and dia perform!! Oh which is in New york! Aargh!

2009-08-16T18:35:00.007+08:00

First things first Happy 19th and 20th Birthday to my friends

Lynn and siti!( Gmbr siti tkda lah!) Love you two, hope to meet all of
u ppl- (the babes) tmr. Hopefully all of u ppl can make it :)

And not forgetting happy 19th birthday to Farah which falls last

monday! And to all her brothers who's b'dae is the same week as her
Haha, thanks for the wonderful chalet last Friday,although i hate
the part where kitrg kene halau!!Thanks to the people, i feel so lethargic.
(photos will be uploaded soon i guess, have to ask fila for the "meat video'
and photos we took :)

Finally my com is back on track. Too bad i don't have a Microsoft
office build in, so i have to go outside and do my Project which is due tmr!!!

Aaargh!!!! I hate you Project!

2009-07-28T16:55:00.002+08:00

I hate to break this to you, but i've watch HARRY!!

It's great, but i'm a bit dissapointed, as i've read the book

and turns out the plot we're so different.But it's really funny.

Ronald Weasley, just know how to make me laugh.Oh he's

my fav character though.Throughout the movie, lynn and i

just can't keep our mouth shut. All thanks to ron. The whole

movie place was practically booming with laughter whenever

ron funny moments.

I love this part especially, really cracks me up :)

Ron : How much are these?

Fred & George : 5 galleons.

Ron : How much for me?

Fred & George : 5 galleons.

Ron : I'm your brother!

Fred & George: 10 galleons.

There's also this kid behind me, so funny.She says

" nk kena g toilet nie, dh tk bole tahan. Air kencing nk klua"

Hahaha, i wonder if the guy beside her was her dad or brother?

He's quite cute and young for a dad.

Oh, and i bought rubber

shoes :) Thx lynn for cmin along with me.

Really fun,watchin with you. Gerek per

Sorry though about the "Corn" thing. Hehehe!

I'll make it up to you by sending in the songs yar.

And hey, i've decide a place for 7 august?We'll go CT hall

and eat at the food loft, or we go down the windy place near the

esplanade, Esplanade river? And we tapao eat there? Amcm?

Too merepek? Ok, beep2 me!

2009-07-23T13:13:00.003+08:00

7th August is an anticipation :)

Oh, i turn down the offer though for extending my attachment

Who wants? I can't stand office life! Hahaha, i so need a break.

Sch starting on oct 12, now what am i gonna do for september?

Alahai, i think dok rumah puasa je lah eh..Haha or spend

with my cuzzie at malaysia. Ya that will do :)

Now,i'm going to get my hands on that awesome vintage dress!

Fad beep,beep k!

2009-07-14T13:59:00.006+08:00

I was so bored today since both of my "supervisors"

were officially busy and couldn't give me much job to do,

I've browse through IE most of the time. Yeah. Nice life

huh.( Goyang kaki, makan gaji) EH, nt my fault lah since

they both got nothing to give me to do, so bttr cari keje

than sitting staring at the com for 9 hrs rite? Hahaha!

And so, i came across a website that sell Baju Raye

and the thing is it's really quite eye-catching. I dun now

why i even bother with raye in the first place. Act i'm quite

excited, it's nt abt the money,food,family reunion or whatever

else.It's abt the celebration itself i'm excited. If you guys wanna

check it out, i think it's NARboutique and Balqisboutique.

And you all must be wondering who are these beautiful ladies?

They're are my "band members" Well, so-called. let's put it

the easier way, they are my newest inspiration. I admire each

one of them, cos they're talented, young, won't stop at nothing

to reach out to many people as possible across the globe

through their singing and instruments. And yeah, they're pretty

which add a plus. And i'm just about to find out whether

i could become just like them. Well, hopefully :)

2009-07-10T15:41:00.002+08:00

There are times when your patience just ran out. Mine did.

I don't know what is her problem?

C'mon, I just ask a question. Is that even wrong?

God, not even for 5 mins! It's for my IA report!!!!Why is she making

me feel so miserable? I'm not this type of person, you noe.

I only left 4 weeks at ST, and she's throwing a fucking tamtrum?

Is she sick or what? You want me to see what's going

on inside your painless shit brain? Huh, bitch?

If you're in my position, you would go crazy i tell you.

This fucking shit 2nd supervisor of mine just went beyond

mental. Maybe, she's delusional or simply the MOST irritating,

grumpy, sensitive, selfish, arrogant bitch i've ever met.

Gabriel, you're simply gonna believe her? Now, it's all

my fault huh? What's wrong asking a less than 5 mins questions

about my IA report to vani? I don't even want to talk to you,bitch

Your face makes me sick, you know sick! Everyday. I left 4 weeks to

endure your shit face. If somebody else can, why can't I?

If you're expecting me to say sorry to you old woman,

well you got the wrong girl. If i'm not a student there, i

would have fight back and slap your face. But instead

i keep my cool. But now, four days already c'mon lah, stop

this childish games.You're 40 years old already so act like a

mature woman. 7th August i'm counting on you

to take me out of this godamn place, and the godamn supervisor.

Especially, the old Bitch. $%$%#5@1!!!!!!

2009-07-03T12:06:00.002+08:00

I'm writing a short teen/fantasy story, and the thing is, i don't

know where to post it. Maybe i shld just published it,haha

And yes, i feel so nervous today, and i don't even know why!!

I need the bloody paper for my report soon, lynn, suz help me!!

Thank god, I have two supervisors i can count on, and thanks to

Vani too. She help me a lot :)

Fad, pls give a fix date to meet up soon k, without the guys

just the two of us :)

The house gonna be damn quiet next week, cos my brother setting

off for CD, and well should i say i'm glad? YESSA!!! I'm such a

bad sister. Happy Birthday to Suresh, god i don't even know his age

I just got this info from gabriel this morning, (siap ngan present lagi!)

When is my bursary coming? Feel like ages, I really need to

do something before school starts!! Shucks man.

2009-06-10T15:29:00.002+08:00

I can't believe i almost got duped by a fucking scam

Here's what i got, inside my mail, luckily i told izah,

if this is real or fake. Trust me, it looks real!!

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Where got such thing sia? Hahaha, and transfer your

"UK $1 Million" must pay oso? Waloaweh, seriously

this people should be caught!! Btw, what kind of

name is tana? He's cute,tall and got mix blood

but the name? Seriously, i think i pronounce his name

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2009-06-06T14:33:00.003+08:00

Meet up with susan ytd aft work even though i'm in the
verge of collapsing at my bed. Gosh, sure does miss her and
all the others, even though they couldn't come, cos it's at
Jurong East!! Lucky for me and suz, cos we're so near!! and my HR
is at clementi which is also near her work place.

Oh hey, there's this cute guy at my werk place,haha
this is to add things up for my attachment :)
To all the babes, i don't care this month we MUST meet up,
i don't even know when to pick a specific date,
and to fad, thnks for the encouragement, i can't wait
to meet you, zalie and the others!

I'm starting to like my IA, i don't know why, but i like
the ppl there, very friendly. But still, i miss
school!!! I almost forgot i'm gonna have two damn classes
with "Mr Monotone" which in fact is Mr Roy when attachment
is over. PP and Forklift, oh well~shucks~

2009-06-01T13:51:00.002+08:00

If any idiot wld be bored right now, that will be me

With so little things to do now at work, i decided

to come up with all my favourite 2009 songs

inside my playlist(Mp3). So, if you have the same

music taste as me, lucky you :)

The List as Follow

*- Karly Summers: I Can Hear You

*-Boyce Avenue: Change Your Mind

-Eisley: Brightly Wound

*-Meg & Dia: Fighting For Nothing

*-Arthi Meera: Insulation

*-Lydia: I Woke Up Near The Sea

-Brooke Fraser: Shadowfeet

-Switchfoot: On Fire

-Taylor Swift: Beautiful Eyes

-Umbrellas: The City Lights

*- Mae: A Melody, the Memory

-Augustana: Hey You

-1997: Grace

-Interpol:Narc

-Copeland: On The Safest Ledge

*-Css: Music Is My Boyfriend

-Dishwalla: Angels Or Devils

*-The Fray: Never Say Never

-Katy Perry: Mannequin

Ps: All the (*) are the songs i like best, and you guys Must hear!!!

2009-05-29T10:31:00.005+08:00

I'm having like PMS right now at werk!!!

And this fuckin, colleage or more likely a senior there

who i don't really know made my blood boil.

I went down to the warehouse to run some errands

for my supervisor, and this fucker just won't listen to me.

I rmbr he says "I don't take messages from someone, if he wants to,

come down and see me. He's not the boss, not my boss"

And this so called "ERRAND" is urgent.

Seriusly, i'm not letting ppl bully me at werk.

No matter, who the are, they can't bully ppl

sesuka hati sia. This is shit, i swear i'm not

gonna werk at any logistics company when i'm older.

I wanna go hme sia, pain periods cramps, PMS, all

jumble together. I know i'm being such a whiny freak.

This fucker, is really making my

job no any easier. Waloaweh. Crap,

I just can't take it.

2009-05-25T16:36:00.006+08:00

Sorie, for the lack of update lately

Photos for sat outing this lovely ppl just know

how to make my day shine :)

and yes i look like a dork in most of the pics.

Eveything is going smoothly as planned,

and yeah life's gettin better.

Sat went out with dyla and go shopping!!

Like finally, i can get my hands on the awesome graphics

tees! But haiya, money's never enough, that i didn't even

get to buy a 1pair of bags. I'll guess i just hv to wait for next mth.

But i already have something in mind i shld do a very long time

I can't wait!! :)

2009-05-07T12:58:00.002+08:00

IA are so dreading, bt at least now, there's a

bit improvement. I've made friends with the LC

peeps, and some of the part-timers. Haha, very

funny ppl.

I'm still upset over the "learning" thing, cos

i haven't learned much, but i hope starting from

today, there will be changes :) And, i think Mr anthony

gonna drop in either today, tmr or next week.

Well, i bttr get myself prepared for questions!!

I suddenly, feel like eating Nasi Ayam cream cheese

Too bad, my canteen don't have. Lousy. Haha

2009-05-02T22:16:00.003+08:00

Gonna Upload a video today, Taylor Swift new song,
on Hannah Montana Movie, Enjoy :)

2009-04-30T15:56:00.002+08:00

I'm going Insane any second now,

I'm not supposed to cry but yeah, that's

how i feel this last few days.

I'M REALLY FUCKED UP ANGRY.

IRRITATED

ANNOYED

If he doesn't want me there, just say so

don't have to treat me like a puppet!!

Then what for i go to work??

I'm an attachement student for god sake, i'm there to learn!!

Not some toy, or a mannequin.

I had it. Seriously, I'm not gonna take it from you

anymore. I don't need it!!!!

2009-04-28T20:56:00.002+08:00

Everyday is a new day for me,
cos there's so much things to learned.
Different things, and too many info..just makes
my head dizzy sia. And if your wondering if
office life is relax, i tell you..NO way.
1. It's damn Boring
2. Butt and Backbone hurts everyday
3. it's freaking cold sia, seriously shit
4. I feel like an outsider, trust me, it sucks

Train rides in the evening just sucks, so
i always go home took the train to Jurong east then
go back. Idiot rite! (nk ddok punye psl, snggup!)

Ytd is one of my worst day ever, when my earpiece got stuck
between a Chinese guy bag, when i want to alight at choa chu kang
Walaoweh, stuck like bad you noe, and the dumbass guy just stood there
like a moronic asshole, it's your bag dammit, until an old man behind me help to
disentangle all the *WIRES*

Seriously, cb,cb,cb!!!!

Thank god, this friday's a holiday, time
for me to relax! :)

2009-04-21T22:27:00.002+08:00

I've been soooo busy wth all the werk at ALB, which pretty much

getting better each day. Bt still, it's office and lots,lots,lots of
papers!! At least, i have my own desk and computer :)
To sum it up, i hve to wake up at 5.45 every single
day!!! Choa Chu kang sumore.

Okay, i'll stop complaining.

I wonder how the rest are all doing,
Dyla, Lynn, Rina, Sue, Mirah, Siti, and Aida
Miss you gerls like bad, cos at work my colleagues
are so "matured"( as in like an adult) and truthfully
i haven't make any friends yet. We'll see hw it goes then.

Ps; Babes,how abt sat, we all mit up or maybe next week.
I hope everyone's not busy.

Okay, i gtg, seriously need my **precious sleep!!!!**

2009-04-19T20:05:00.003+08:00

Oh god, I'm so nervous tmr dun ask me why, but Attachement dok
The suckiest thing is, i have to wake up so early tmr, feels
like going back to sec sch. Shitty, shit..

To all the babes and guys in my class, Gud Luck to all
of you for tmr, and Aida gud luck to you too!! I miss you alot girl :)
And hey, don't forget to meet up yar, (maybe once or twice a week)
werk and sch won't go anywhere lah!! LOL Maybe when we get our salary
we go Shopping!!

2009-04-10T21:54:00.002+08:00

Just got the IA posting/briefing ytd, and
well pretty much boring but at least i got to see
my classmate babes. Gonna miss you all, but we'll catch up
soon hopefully.

My dad, just got admitted to the hospital today, and
i'm really shocked. But, he'll get out of that bloody place by
tuesday. I'm really,really scared for my dad and the rest of
my family. I just hope my dad get well soon. I'll pray for you
ayah, always...I promised.

Next week, my juniors Syf.. I'm estatic to see them perform.
I'll be seeing them on the 15th then.

2009-03-31T18:38:00.005+08:00

Watch this online today, been dying to watch it
since last week, and finally..tanx god i hv time
This movie is so beautifully romantic, i fell in love
at first sight and the voice of Jim Sturgess
and Evan Rachel Wood, really blew my mind away.

Seriously you guys should watch this movie, if you're a fan of
the beatles, then you are just the right person cos there's tons of
beatles songs in it.=)

Oh yeah, to the babes Gud luck for tmr results
izah says can check it after 8.30am.I just hope my GPA
doesn't turns out bad..(cross fingers)

2009-03-30T21:09:00.003+08:00

I was abt to wondered why i followed salwah and izah ytd to the manicure "place"
When, i step inside and waited for like an hour and i thought
to myself " Hey, it's not soooooo bad" Haha, call me a
dumbass you can say that.

No, it's not me, bt salwah's doing all the manicure thing. Though i'm not a
fan of getting my nails and toes colors, i do feel a little envy of
seeing her's getting all the lavacious toes massage and all the coloring.
Hahahaha Okay, so then went to the saloon, i didn't dyed my hair
not yet, maybe next two months? watch this freakin lady
who colored all her freakin hair like "platinum blonde" which
doesn't suits her skin which is black..Okay......go imagine yourself.

Later on, went to KFC, stuffed our stomachs out
then see our little fren the "Doctor fish"

This fish is a cute little genius, they eats ur dead skins cells
esp at your feet and toes. I wonder how it feels
when they bite your skin. Yikes! I'm gonna try it
nxt mth wth izah, says she's bringin her mom to try it too :)

Then, my day ended with a guy staring at
my butt. What a perv!

2009-03-25T22:38:00.003+08:00

I'm freaking tired, just gt back from meeting faezah which
"supposedly" shld meet me,but she last min buih.
Which is irritating, but for apparent reasons, this time
i'm not angry wth her, cos she got her reasons too.

Hey, i'm trying to be a good, Understanding friend here!!

I think i'm falling in love with Josh groban and his musical voice.
Eveytime i listen to him it really soothes me. But you wanna hear
the fuuny part is? This is so unbelievable, Katy Perry is
actually started dating Josh Groban..
(Oh my) ..... weird huh, i always thought katy perry
would go for the type of guy, like Jason Myraz
or John Mayer

Before, signing of..uhm.....
anyone knows how to use a twitter?

2009-03-21T22:21:00.025+08:00

First thing of all, i wanna tanx all the ppl going to poly a big Thank You
cos without you guys, i dun tink the pit ytd will be this much Fun :)
We share, joy, laughter and so many memories we had last years and
those previous mths. I'm gonna miss them, esp to you AIDA!!
( man, gonna miz u helluva a lot)

Even, though half of our class turn up, it turns out pretty
well. I'm gonna tank Dyla, cos she's the one behind this genius
plan and from february she have already had this inside her
mind! not forgetting the teacher's too, thnx for the doughnuts and pizza
Btw, dyla can send me the chocolate cake pic? Haha, patut amik gmbr
behind toilet..dang..wth the cake i meant.. the cake's nice btw. :)

So, let the pic do the talkin..

Oh, i'll only put best pic here. My face gt some burok lah
so, enjoy then.

But, Most Best Pic For 20th March Is...

Just Look at Dyla, her smile is the biggest.
This pic just perfectly candid and
couldn't stop me from smiling all day.

*I Love you all!*

2009-03-15T19:17:00.004+08:00

This is gonna a be a brief post today
cos i'm really in no mood.
Went to meet izah today, hang out for a while
and help her with her project.

I'm really scared for tmr, cos whtvr the results were
it's gonna affect me, i hope i'm not what they think
i am.SHIT, that's just way beyond words
My dad's coming with me, i know should have
brought my mom, but i dun mind
my dad, cos i thinik i can talk to him better!

Whateva it's i have to be patient...Chill ifah..chill...

2009-03-13T00:32:00.002+08:00

Exams are finally over, thank goodness cos any second
my brain is gonna explode LITERALLY!!!
School's ended, and just waiting for 9th of April for the IA talk.

i've nothing much to do today except watching movies online
Who cld ever thght that Drew Seeley is pretty cute?
Haha, if ur wondering who he is, just go watch Another
Cinderella Story. Pretty good movie, for a chick flick kinda
thing. Not really a fan of Selena Gomez, but i really enjoyed the show
I'll give 3.5 stars for it :)

I'm still thinking wat to do for the holiday's cos
i've haven't had any plans Yet..except for the Class Pit
on the 20th, i'm can't wait for it! Not leaving out the food
and the suprise we gonna make.."you know what i meant"
And to Aida, no EXCEPTIONS for you cos we're gonna drag
your butt from tampines to bedok if you won't come to
the pit!! (I wonder how am i suppose to do that?)
Haha...no goodbyes yet to you aida cos "I"M GONNA" be
seeing you on the 20th :)

And to fad, i'm sorry i left out the karaoke part thing
on the 4th of april but i'm not sure whether i'll be going.
But i hope i can go cos i've never tried Karaoke before!!
yipee, and i'm NOT gonna be there bcos of zalie okay!

Hahas, so i'll see all of you dweebs Soon. *Toodles*

2009-03-09T20:49:00.004+08:00

Two More exams to go, then it's time to
hit the holidays!! Fdm Paper today was okay,
I thought it's so freaking hard but when i look at
the paper, am i kidding or what...Syukur Alhamdullilah!!

Dyla was practically being hysterical after we discuss
the answers, :) (Haha, relax confirm boleh pass nye kau)
This week i've no plans cos have to study but my sis
just ask me to follow her this cmin friday to watch her
band performed at a Wedding Dinner.
My Job there - her part-time human camcorder
Oh well, that's life. Gotta go, CHIMO!

I'll be back, you know when.

2009-03-02T21:58:00.004+08:00

Today, I'm just gonna dedicate a poem to an old friend of mine
Who's not forgotten from my memory.Even though we're two worlds apart,
I hope she's safe wherever she may be.May god watch over her always.

" Where are you?"

Will i ever get to see you again
cos you're so far away.I think of you often
whenever i saw people laughing.

It reminds me so much, of old memories
Your big bright smile, that never fails
to make me laugh.Your jokes, stories
are like a record player in my head.

Where are you now?

That day, when i looked up the sky
I saw an image of you amidst the clouds.
So, i held up my hands and pray to god
to give me a chance.

A chance to see you
To see you again with the smile
upon your face.That i could never forget.

Wherever you are Jas , I'm so glad to have known you.

2009-03-01T12:58:00.006+08:00

FINALLY, I"M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just got my com repair, and now here i am.

It's been months since i've update and you guys noe it

It's already "berabuk"..Haha

My sis got the new Nokia express Music 5800 for
just 65cents!!!! at Zouk cos there's a lucky Draw
OH MY!.I'm soooo envious sia.
It's freakin awesome. The phone i meant.
It like the 2nd version of i phone. yup just look at it!

I'm a gadget freak. Wanna know why?
Coz my phone is so old. That's why i desperately
in need of a new phone!!!Hahaha

Last friday Outing to Science Centre was great!!
I really had a great time. If u guys wanna check out
the pics, just go to lynn's blog. Dyla i'm still waiting
for e pics!!

I LOVE THIS PIC, The best!! The rest go view at Lynn's blog.Haha,sorie

2009-01-19T11:26:00.003+08:00

Since, those gondols wants an update!!

Here's one, for like such a long time.
I just tried the "moving" toothbrush,
the one you see in Mr Bean shows.
1st time tried, Haha gerek per :)

Can't wait to watch ijimae today
You guys sholud really WATCH!!
I tell you, syok..for koreans fans
go watch it.

2008-12-27T18:11:00.004+08:00

Hey,I know it's been so long since i last blog.It's Pahthetic you can say that.
Waitin, for my sis to send it to my abg ipar...took so long sia.
So, i am still waiting for my com to get REPAIR!!!

Happy advance b'dae to syamirah!!It's tmr..so.Happy Birthday!!Haha
Holidae's can be sucky sometimes, can't wait to get back to school.
Miss all the "Gondols" in my class.Hehe.
So, i'm just killing time now, what to do for this last week.
I guess this year i'll celebrate countdown at home..sian sia.

Oh well, i can't talk much.Gtg..see you all soon!

2008-12-09T18:18:00.002+08:00

I'm On MIA recently cos my com, CPU breakdown.
Oh, i haven't repair yet lah...still lagi lame
Yup, how pathetic it is.You can't even imagine.
Tmr WIM CA, and ya haha i hate wim cos i don't
understand a single shit sia, haha total sucker, haha.
I pass my FDM!!Got A for the first time.

I can't talk much lah deh, Gotta study!!
Oh my,can't stop singing to craig david new song-insomnia!!!Gerek!!

2008-11-20T17:39:00.005+08:00

I'm getting addicted to reading malay novels now,don't
ask me why, cos seriously i aso don't know!! The girls keep saying
i'm soon becoming "another lynn"
Thank you so much~(sarcastic voice) Hahahaha!

Went to bedok library for a while, then went long johns to eat,
aida, just can't wait to get her claws on the chicken.
We saw Nurulaini husband, cos he's sits beside us.
He looks so "abang-abang lah"First glance, looks like
he's not even married. And lynn, keep your mouth to yourself,
tempias at people jer,but lucky not me!!

PSLE Results due today, and my brother FAIL!!!
He got U for his maths and has to repeat next year.What luck
Everyone's angry at him, Who wouldn't?

Oh well, that's fate.

2008-11-12T19:33:00.003+08:00

Rain just won't stop since last week my shoes
getting smellier everyday because of this.
Dammit sia.Yeah, it's always rain during Nov-Dec
Monsoon season

My sis call ytd from KL,although she wants
to talk to me but i'm already sleeping and my
dad just can't stop asking a lot of questions.
I do miss her when she's away but when she's at
home haiya Irritating ke pe.

I feel so horrible cos just caught a bloody sore
throat and i hate chinese medicine.I bought once
during time puasa and the shoplady look at me,
and says "Later,bile buka puasa luu bru makan 2 kali
skrg tk bole"Ha yer, that time of course lah i didn't fast!!
And i keep nodding my head to the shop lady!

Just waiting for my sis to get back on friday and at last..
Ta-daa,I'm gonna see what she bought for me!

2008-11-07T17:02:00.007+08:00

Sleepy state

That's me, writing now
Sis says, my body lack of sugar
That's Just impossible.Today,i speak out
my hidden thoughts since it's friday then
I'm gonna bitch about A and B.Sorry,they're just
alphabets to show a person personalities, not their
startin names

A says B is a selfish person
But B says that B's not B says A is selfish
To me,both are selfish people they only

care about themselves,but do they

realise that?No

So caught up in this game.I myself,don't

give a damn.
A-don't think i'm your puppet
to play around with.
B-Sick and tired of things
going around in your head
(Lies and Deception:YES)

Isn't this story just great.Haha.
I made it on my own-no copyright
Oh, they're"Just" stories for entertainment
You Think?
-_^

2008-11-01T21:12:00.015+08:00

Hey guys sorry for the lack of update lately.
Today, hang with salwah for a while. Then,
went to return books and My sis been talking
about taylor swift new song "Love story
"Gosh she's so pretty. Love her a lot The
song is so damn Nice!! Syamirah's been singing
this nonstop at school..and i didn't noticed!!
Oh wait,Watch This

I still haven't watch High School Musical 3 yet
Dammit Sia.Oh well, guess i just wait to watch
it at Disney Channel."My Luck" I bumped into my
juniors from modern dance today.Talk for a while,
abt old times Almost forgot, i got a lot of FREE
Coca-Cola zero just now. Well, of course ppl queqe
up like "most Kiasu ppl...ler Singapore"

I've also got great new!Abg Ali,finally recovered
from coma, and he's now been transferred to SGH.
Alhamdulilla. At least he's okay now.:)

Till Here Then

2008-10-24T17:35:00.002+08:00

Went to FDM,mcm biase(Late for class)
Listen to Miss Lee, teach was okay.
Except for her famous funny phrase
"Dontdontdontdontdontdont"Kakakaka!!
So,today~I Zoned out

Ditch LLA, and went back home
Sleepy,sleepy,sleepy.I feel like crap.
My dad's acting like a Bitch lak,
And,lynn! Lots of Fishes are out in the Sea!!
Nasib,nasib aku "___"
Just grab one.=e riTe one i meant.

Mon, Holidae :)
Same goes for tues(tats for me, not you)
Too bad didn't watch HSM 3 today.
Pokai..lah deh.Babes, next week
sounds fine.I think,friday is cool
Kau tauuuuu(mcm aida lah plak=MM Alert!!)
the Shooting paintballs aso!!
That is a *MUST*Must gooooo!!

2008-10-21T16:41:00.012+08:00

Saturday and sunday outing.

Firstly went to salwah's house and it was fun,
we had karaoke and ate a lot!!:) Until,faezah lost
her Ezlink card, and ex-silians friends of salwah's
bro,nizam came.Maybe tercicir lah,Haiyo!I
brought my little sis along, cos she really wants
to follow.

Time nak Minta Maaf,bru kate sorry.Menyampah!Hahaha

Sunday's Outing Pic (as promised)

I guess This is my last Raye,lah.No more.My mom says "Kau nie tk habis2 beraye eh?" Yup,haha,mom!!! Well, i had fun..did you?

2008-10-17T18:51:00.004+08:00

Nothing much today, except that i nearly fall down when going

to the library with aida, to collect my books just now.Aida busted

sak cos she can't stop laughing.(Jage Kau)Haha! I finally able

to spend my time reading the new Christopher paolini book, Brisingr!!!

But tmr, i have to go to salwah's open house :) Can't wait to go Raye

tmr!!!And sunday girls don't forget!!Haha.

Anyone fans of saosin?They got a new album on release!!!!
It's called "The Grey" and there's five new tracks coming..I so can't WAIT!!

That's all for today :)

2008-10-16T18:25:00.008+08:00

This few days, don't noe why but i feel my eyes always hurt too
much.Lessons were great, new semester looking ahead to it.
School as usual, was pretty much fun with all the laughs i got.:)
Today was hilarious as Me and Lina bought a pack of Bee-bee
snacks, wanna noe what dyla says? Be-Be, which she
pronouns as "bebeh" "anybody wants a bebeh snack?"
Hahaha!Seriously, dyla (kekek ar kau)

Abg ali, health is getting from bad to worse, I just visit him at the
hospital and seeing him suffer in the oxygen tubes,just makes me
wants to cry. My aunts looks terrible, her dark eyes circles is
clearly visible.It's hard for her, i noe how it feels if you lose another
child.I Really,really hope for the best that he recover soons.

What's more worse, my sis just made a big mistake.
You know how ayah is "totally strict" If he ever found out,(not that
i'm gonna tell him, I won't) You are SO DEAD
My dad, is strict when comes to religious stuff.
That's why i nvr did anythink to cross him. *Not Yet*

Greaaat, i dun noe why, but these few days i keep waking
up late.(Stupid alarm clock) It's all ur fault!!!

2008-10-12T18:29:00.006+08:00

My dad,just call and says maybe mlm nie, we're going to my uncle's
house. Oh, and my kakak saudare 2 days ago says my abg saudare,
Ali is at the hospital. God, it's terrible sia.I'm kind of scared for him,
cos doctor says there's no hope. Even though i'm not close to
him, i'll be praying for his recovery. Inshallah, dia
baik cepat.

So, i'm here to talk abt ytd outing.Wth my sis.She says she wants to
go borders and eat Gelatu ice-cream.(1st time i try one!!!)
it's quite expensive but it's worth the taste

Here's some pic taken :)

We went Mcdonalds, and i bought the new wasabi shaker fries...seriously(tk sedap!!!)

Tmr sch's oready reopens, and class starts at 10.I'm quite happy to

go to sch cos miss my classmate a bunch. I'm Out

2008-10-08T22:07:00.008+08:00

Going Out Raye with the girls and Faezah class was a lot fun than i expected it to be :) Act we plan to go wth a lot of ppl but in the end only end up wth 9 of us.

Haha, we had tons of laughter, shld do it more often yar! my raye's

not over yet,still a lot more to go..Yipee!!Kuih raye here i Go!

2008-10-04T01:16:00.003+08:00

Rite,so much for my hari Raye,coz i didn't went to many houses.After i got my GPA points which erm..quite sucks,yup kinda sad.So nxt term, i'm gonna work my ass up to the top list,if that's even possible.Oh God, i happened to learn that my aunt works at my school too.Her job

is to interview students.She even said, to my brother she saw him! .Eeesh.

That's why some ppl jst tend to hate Hari raye sumtimes coz Aunts and Uncles are so nosey.

I was bored ytd, so head down to Library and borrow some books.
Aft that, went bck home and change my blogskin.:)
I love changing skins now,cos i'm an expert now-.Thnx you aida.but can be troublesome

though.My sis is terribly annoying,cos she just bought this book Mars and Venus on a Date

and learn some love and dating tips.Not only that, but she kept talking abt the guy who likes

her big time, who she really didn't like.God wt a disaster.
My sis, is like a magnet, that's what she claim herself, cos guys who like her

are all, those very "lame and annoying guys"
Haha,tough luck sista.

I'm thinking of deleting the paramore official site in friendster, cos i'm suspecting that's not the real paramore, whereas it's a freakin shit IMPOSTER!!Seriously,wat kind of band would be 24hrs online every single day??No Tours headline, or places they heading??

*To all paramore fans, you may want to consider this*.I'm maybe nuts but i'm not even sure myself, cos i'm only guessing.

If only i could meet hayley williams, that wld be so cool.:)

2008-09-28T15:11:00.003+08:00

Ytd, i went out with izah.Guess where we went?We watch a movie!!!Haha.Axtually i wanted to buy clutches for hari raye.And i got a black one for 20+.Quite affordable lah.At least tk cheapskate.At around 6+ we were scanning for any available seats but there are none.We,go banquet..Nada..Mac,nada..at last KFC.Oh, at least got sia..Lao tk.. i tink we just pack our food and eat somewhere,at bawah blok!!haha.

We bought our tickets before Buka.When we're buying, the movie we're watching,"The Mirrors" is M18, and i haven't even turn 18 yet!!And the ticket seller ask for IC..i thought of gaving her, but izah quickly gave her IC..haha.But, ltr when we're about to went inside the cinema, the ticket collector ask for izah IC..not me sia.U noe why??cos izah looks like a 16 or 15 yrs old..and me?I look older,like 20 yrs old!!God Nooo!!Haha, that's why they nvr ask for my IC!!

The movie was quite scary, i have to admit, i act scream sia, and keep covering my eyes!!Cos there were Gory details.That's what i do, when watching ghost movies.
After the movie, we went to bazar but the chendol shop was already close.Too bad.
When i went bck home, i started to get paranoid sia, when looking at reflections and mirrors.
That's wat movies did to you!hahaha.
Oh, and things with me and dila are ok.I thought since that incident with izah,she's going to avoid me.Whew lucky i didn't lose a friend.But, still i hope they forgive each other,i noe it's hard, but sometimes things happen for a reason.

2008-09-24T13:29:00.002+08:00

I just recover from a stupid sore throat, yar..i didn't fast for one day which was 2 days ago.
Today, i'm finally gonna get my raye clothes, and my shoes!! At geylang
My friends have all bought it.Bummer.
This year my bro said a lot of ppl are wearing purple.
Well, he says it's like a trend, haha!
Rite, here's a story which i think i have to tell.

There once lived a man, he was lonely and seriously out of his mind.
I first saw him lurking outside the Shop and save Store.
He wear shorts and these white stupid sleeveless.
He was a creep cos he looks at girls like they were something to eat.

I was scare, cos he does the same to me.
That day he tried to follow me home.
He was a Stalker and a pervert.But i escaped from him.
Today, as i was seating here, thinking backthat stupid dirty old man
is someone we should be wary of.

*Note: I hate pervert so (to girls, i mean) protect yourself from harm, don't ever let your guard down.

2008-09-19T14:09:00.020+08:00

It was Faezah's B'dae, ytd, and we headed down to Marina Square for our Break fast.I had so much fun, even though there were only 3 of us,too bad, rifaii,salwah,and izah's classmate couldn't make it!!

What we had for buka!!Finish oready lah!

Later, we went to creative shop, cos fadhil wants to survey a
stereo for his com, after a whole we went to swensens for our dessert!
I'm still bloated but the rest are craving for
ice cream so i went along with it.

while waiting for our ice-creams to be serve.
Ppl look at us strangely cos we couldn't stop laughing, as
we took turns imitating miss swan!Muahahaha!

I treat izah Banana Split!

My Lovely Waffle, and Izah Firehouse ice-cream!

Ltr,we lepak for a while at esplanade,after abt 9+, we took the train

Our Stupid faces!

And that's the End! Happy 18th Birthday to my one and only oldest
friend Siti faezah,Love you to bits gerl!!!

2008-09-16T20:04:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, i had so much fun going out with Lynn, siti and aliff!Aliff is such a shy Guy!And he looks like 15 years old to me.Haha, well at first zul shld supposed to turn up but in the end, he didn't that's why i happens to tag along!haha.kesian lina.So, we headed to tamp mall, to wtch movie but turns out all the movie was so boring!So, then we go geylang ah..haha..well, lina suggested..we go eat at makmur,cos the waiter there are all eye candy!haha, gatal ehk lina.

But, i suddenly rmbr aida got tell us about hajah maimunah..did i spell it correctly?Haha, ya bt it was so crowded siak..and the menu for Buffet is already finish.dang, and that point of time, time for buka dah dekat, we headed for this restaurant,near Joo chiat complex.Haha, oh aida, i saw ur cuz, ain at Mrt when we're goin towards Payar lebar.And i saw, Didi, too..at geylang serai..jual aper?Carpet!!Duh..boring..

Then abt, 8+ we rounding at the bazar there. I saw many of my "frens" from Siling Sec too.Ugh, wawa if ur reading this, Teddy was there, sia..wth galah..lucky faezah wasn't there wth me, if not, MAMPOS!!!haha..seriously sia..everywhere he goes always pakai jacket..never opens it.weird.In the end, i nvr bought any Bju raya lah..must wait for my family first.Today, was nothin much, i went out wth lina to hougang mall, to borrow books, then head to bedok.We saw Fauzi Laili..er..i tink tat's his name.The anugerah guy.Haha..lina was practically gushing about him all the way..Lina..lina..hehe.this thursday is faezah b'dae..i'm thinking where to clbrate her b'dae.Any Ideas?maybe we'll just watch movie.or go ice skating lah..Hahaha.I'm waiting for siti to give me ytd photos but can't wait anymore, i need to blog!

I'm literally gonna,stay home tmr..tired sia..go out always.K guys,I'm out!

*Toodles*

2008-09-14T18:02:00.002+08:00

At last!I finally finished reading the big book, Breaking Dawn.It sure was one of my best book ever! My bro,and sis, is aso getting a blog of their own..haha,they're envied of me.My house is finally painted, Blue wth a green effect.Getting ready for raya, is a lot of work.

*Shop for clothes
*paint house
*Buy shoes
*of course,...maybe new sofa's?
*help my mom~yar..sometimes only(LAZY!!)
*clean my room!(hate this man!)
*go geylang???errr..maybe not
*my mom wants a new fridge
*oh..yar..ingredients!-a lot

But to tell you guys all of this is not my job..sure is my dad or mom.Pleazeee..
Ok, i am such an A**.Now you noe huh?2 days ago, my dad was so angry at me bcos i'm not doing my chores..OK..ya i noe, but gimme a break, a lot of teenagers don't do their chores rite
It's not as if i'm the only one.People gets lazy sometimes, can't blame me.Well, ya, girls(Anak Dara) of course must behave like what they are suppose to..but can't blame me, some part of me, just doesn't fit into that role.I think better get a maid or sumthin, but then again, why bother?
Oh, and i can't even believe my sis is going back to school..where?NAFFA!
I guess she can manage though but sure is expensive.But can get a loan rite?
Haha, reminds me when, i didn't get to poly, i decided to go naffa,but bcos it is too costly, i gave up.Hmph..sometimes i do worried, what am i gonna do with my life after i finsh school.That
will be the hardest choice i ever gonna make.

~Eve signing out~

2008-09-10T17:49:00.004+08:00

Thanx God, today is the last paper and exam!!Haha, today's paper was not that hard, cos i rememeber every single detail! So, after exams, me and the rest head down to the com lab, to know our results for Access!Finally, and guess what?I got a B!Haha, which is good! Cos i'm improved a lot!Major Improvement. :) I guess after this is already holidae, and i cn't wait to get a job, cos i ain't gonna sit a home like a couch potato.haha. Oh, and i've made plans with the girls from my class, we're gonna go, Break fast together tmr.Just hope they can make it lah.
Ok, people, i gtg, too tired too write, my thoughts are empty today.Sorry!

*Out*

2008-09-05T13:26:00.009+08:00

My schedule this week

* study BFD
*study Lsm
*Take my book at Library
*more and more study until tiz cmin wed,then i'm free Yeah!
*can't hang out,dang!

It's gonna be a busy week, until then guys!Ciao

2008-08-31T20:00:00.004+08:00

When, i got home ytd, my whole house has been change!and behold my new windows!Too bad i don't have the old pic of my window.My mon forget to pay the tauke man for doing all the renovation!(happens a lot)Lucky, my dad came home,if not, i think the tauke wld already come down to my house and bring all his ppl!Haha.

Tmr is already the start of fasting month, and the fact is i hate waking up early in the morning at 4.30am for my morning meal!

My sis b'dae gonna end up in the fasting period, so i can't buy her food rite?Unless, she decide to celebrate at night.God, I really looking forward to fasting cos it's time to lose some weight.Haha.But, enduring the long hours will not be a problem....(i guess!)

Today is such a pain in the arse, cos it rain just now and i can't go out cos i actually want to go out to buy a sweater,and a cardigan, by myself coz eveyone's busy!

Hey,it's not so bad shopping alone, ok.u guys shld try it! :)

Ok,last but not least to all mymuslim frens and ppl,

Selamat berjalan ke Ibadah Puase.

2008-08-23T20:29:00.001+08:00

I'm seriously bored to the death today, my sis asked me out to go shoppin with her, but i told her no.The thing is with my sis is that, whenever i bought a dress, or shirts, she would say nice when we're inside the shop, but after i bought that shirt, and trying it out in front of my mirror, then she would always say "Hey, actually kan that shirt doesn't looked good at you"...........#@%**#*$$! Haha, very funny, that's why i don't go shop for clothes with her. Sometimes, she's really such a pain in the ass.Always nagging like my mom wld do, 24hrs..Wat to say?Generation mah! So. end up i have to entertain my little sis for thw whole day playing with her,hmmm..for eg like building imaginary dolls by using "Cepits" it's the laundry clip lah, i don't noe wat to call it in english.and she wld even use, my facial wash, shampoo, any face products, or worse...water bottles and pillows to create her imaginary friends or toys!!! Sisters wat can i say?

Orait gtg cao, today i ain't posting a lot.So Ciaoz!

2008-08-21T21:56:00.001+08:00

My House is gonna get renovated soon, and my dad, he's the man who did all this!!Thank you Daddy! And yar this add up to, Hari raya that's why! Anybody want's to come to my house?? i'll give free money don't want ar?haha, Today hang out with dyla and aida, after we taken our LSM test, which was easy!!!Thnk god, for my hard work! I wake up at 6am study sia! I deserve it Tmr gonna be worse coz there's a Teambuilding event which sux!! I can't even bother sia, like this. I guess I won't turn up at all.Haha.and god, today i just can't stop singing this song by seconhand serenade "Like a knife" It keeps playing in my head!!!

Enjoy Yar!!Until then.Gotta go, my bro angry coz i surf too long!

2008-08-15T21:47:00.003+08:00

Okay, today was nothing much, honestly feel lyke shit.but, turn out ok.Went to Eastpoint to check out some shirts for this sun outing! !
Today, my dad call the SCV person and did some new wires in our house, and guess what??Haha, I saw my sec fren, today, too bad she didn't saw me!:(

God, i really miss most of them, u noe! And tmr, shld i go or not??I noe it's kinda hard cos i really miss this group of ppl!!

If only time could go backwards, i would kill for it sia.Haha.Shld i go for Nur sister's wedding tmr?
Cos, i'm really not in good terms with one of my frens, we rarely talks nowsdays, coz time flies, and some ppl move on.yar, tat's why.I'm thinking she's probly avoiding me, or mybe it's me. Haha, nvrmind, think i jst go with the flow..Hah!But i hope, she noes, that i'm no longer angry with her...I guess.

And this is one of favourite photos, in snow ct, cos i miss all of them here.
Times fade, but memories are always there, wnvr u needed to see.
Haha, too bad, i lost contact wth most of them!
So, in the end dyla and i decided to go woodlands to buy things but haha, we didn't go coz we're both tired sia.Tmr je lah.
Okay, i gtg, cos gonna watch one of my fav anime, haha, D-Gray Man!Anybody ever watch it?

*Peace out*

2008-08-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

Right today, i'm not gonna waste my time but tell you, what a stupid mess, my life is in.My little brother is so annoying cos he nvr go tuition and religious class, and my dad keep pestering me, Serious sia..Bingit2..

Haha, and here's to my brother i create a remix for him, u guys Care to listen??

" Remix, Paramore"That's what you get"

That's what you get
When you didn't study
Whoahhhh
That's what you get
When you didn't study
whoahhhh
Azhar gonna get scold by Daddy-Yooo!
That's what you get
When you didn't study
whoahhhh

Orait, that's one for you Brother.I hope he pass his PSLE, seriously he's such a goner.
Haiz..

Btw, i wrote a love poem today, coz i'm thinking about my crush that moment,
I got this urge to take up my pen and write!!
Enjoy yar.

"You are"

This feeling i had for so

long, burns

everytime you are

near me

My thoughts for you

in every minute and seconds

are always in my mind

Each words you spoke,

touched every piece of my heart

cos you are,

my light in every pages

of my life

Stay with me, Please just stay

cos this is what i need

See through my eyes

and tell me,

those hidden words and phrases

sealed upon your lips

You are, My star

my life,

my heart,

my shadow,

You are my fate

If only this will come true, i will be the happiest girl ever in the whole universe.Haha.

2008-08-13T13:32:00.000+08:00

last Mon, I went wif my sis, to City Hall. and it turn out fun cos i rarely go out wif my sis.Actually, we wanted to go to National Library, but after that, we went to shaw and watch Movie!!The dark knight!!At last!! I finally watch it and it is coolest movie sia!! Heath ledger acting skills was damn good..too bad he's dead.
And god, i regret buying a large popcorn coz, me n my is doesn't finish it sia, alot!! in the end we throw it! And People stole our seats!!fuck*** S***!!haha.So we end up in other ppl's seats, and sia KECOH sia, we have to change seats..SHIT!!!
And God??Did anybody have a microsoft Xp CD or wat???
My CPU...really..on the verge of nak kena Jahanam..haha...and my Mp3 player aso like shit..
bcoz, i need to buy a charger, a new handphone.
Haha, and u noe wat that " Girl" ytd just ask me, that i'm angry at her??Haha.U go girl.Of course i'm bloody angry wif u!DUH!!hw stupid can that be??
This phrase remind me of someone, her name is rebecca, she always says" U angry wif me ar??"
"U dun like me ar??"haha, funny sia that girl, i wish i cld see her sometimes!!
Peace out.

2008-08-10T18:54:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys!Today's entry gonna be a long one. Last Friday, i skipped school with the girls, aida,lynn and dyla. Guess where we went? To Pizza Hut!!!Dyla treat us the new Starbites pizza,YUM!Thanx dyla!
Later, it's me and dyla left, so we went to bugis and beach road to buy a lot of things.
I bought a red dress, a vintage tee, and a new Bag!haha.
Aida, u can't believe wat i saw!The bag you wanted so much,like a camera bag!It's on sale!
And, i saw this cool t-shirt about photography,so vintage, and i knew aida would be jealous of me, if i bought that.Lucky, it doesn't fit me.
And god,the new Jazz singer from singapore, Nathan Hartano,is so hot!!
Haha,And Only god know what i'm feeling rite now, coz yesterday,was one of the SUCKIEST day ever!lucky, salwah was there for me to listen, and Fitrah too.I thank you both!I really owe you two a lot.In the end, i decided to buy a tub of ice-cream, which was strawberry,and god it taste so horrible like ur eating strawberry milk ice-cream.1st time Sia.Haha.
My mom is as annoying from AM-PM
SHucks, and i accidentally spill a secret to fitrah.Damn you!Haha
It was suppose to be a fun day ytd, coz itz NDP, and someone just fucking spoil my day.
God, I feel like a horrible person.Is it me,or it is her?
Oh, Ain and Siti, i'm so sorry that ytd i didn't join you guys, that "Girl" just made my mood goes down.You know who.In the end. i didn't celebrate NDP with them, lucky my dad called, and he treat us out to dinner,suppose to be Swensens or seoul Garden, but since my sister Birthday was just Friday, and we didn't have time to celebrate it, she got to choose. Well, so clever of her to choose KFC....haha..sian seh..but nah, i dun mind as long as something goes inside my mouth will do, Haha. I got my sister a hello Kitty Diary which i know was her fav cartoon character, i used to like Doraemon last time.

So, She messup, and spoil my fun. I really feel like screaming at her right on the spot,but too bad she's not in my house. So, to keep myself from going insane,
i wrote a poem, so hope you all love it.

Long Gone

You,me you,me

What are we?

these simple words swirls in my mind

My heart is torn

by you, and you

Don't you feel any sympathy for me?

I am lost cos

we're no longer what we use to be

Our ties, loosen as each passing

days flew by

You should have known that

i trusted you

But, you never understood me

Never in a while listen

Never in a while see

Never in a while, saw me for who i really am

Are you, stiil the same person

as what you said, in all

those 11 years

Or am i blinded by all

your Lies, and more lies?

Somehow, i knew

you were never there

when i need a listening ear

Never, care

Never, been a friend whom i

known for so long

But,still

whatever happens

i will keep hoping to see

the brighter side of you

who were once long gone

2008-07-31T22:47:00.000+08:00

U wanna noe what?? haha, Life's Good!I just Got my $$$$$!!!
OOOhhh..babey, i cn't wait to get it, and of course USE IT! especially shopping..god, when i look at my drawer, there's a lot of old clothes! gotta get new one Man, and hey, to faezah and salwah, if u guys noe thiz....I' Owe you guys! ape lag?? TREAT( i belanja you two)
kk, for dyla..and the girls..hmm..aida, lynn,susan..and the rest all cn..except dyla..
ehk, dyla ehk.."dh dpt duit kan" no need to ask me k.Huahuahua!
Oh, and my bro just bought a new keyboard! Thank god it's good and easy to use.
Today, was like hell..i did my Naffa test which sucks especially when the part comes to 2.4 run!
Pancit Siol! The teacher in charge got tell us not to be Dramatic after finish the run..well and the girls at my class, well i guess they do noe i use to do the "HuffHuffHuff" thing after finishing run.
Oooh..well they were Sooooo....RIGHT! hahaha, cn't control it man, luckily i "Huff2" near the midpoint area there, if not..dyla will be getting ready with her Camera. DAMN you dyla!
haha, jst kidding girl.
And, cn't forget one person, i saw Meihua! she looks so thin..and prettier.haha, my fren frm sec sch. i hvn't seen her for such a long time.

Guess time fly so freaking fast
That you dun even realize it.

2008-07-30T22:39:00.000+08:00

At last..i think i'm going Bonkers..with all test, and exams due, this week is the last time i'm done with projects works! ytd, Excel exam was one of the hardest thing ever...my god!
really this week, it's like..exam week,and tmr, even worse NAFFA test tmr. I haven't jog for so long.it feels like a hundred years, i haven't touch my foot at the Jogging Park near my house-:/
It feels crazy, but i think i can handle it pretty well.
This friday i have to hand up my OFA test, which sucks!Really, i hope Mr ahmadi, like my Powerpoint..speaking of Mr ahmadi..Haha..I told him he looks just like ashley Isham s'pore fashion designer! SERIOUSLY, i think you guys shld look at him closely, they're one of a kind.
Hahaha, and i could't stop saying this phrase which Aida notice! and now i dun rmbr the phrase!!
Tmr i really shld ask her, MAn!
well, since u guys shld noe, i'm really poor in mly, and "these girls" can't help noticing my language! I should really study the whole dictionary book, to improved myself.
Oritez, i'm sleepy..gtg bebz,

Peace out.

2008-07-27T00:46:00.000+08:00

Today,was such a wonderful today!!oops,i mean yesterday.God it's already 12 past midnight
yet i can't sleep yet.Mostly ppl won't sleep until 1..i guess.
But midnight are like one of my best nights,cos u lie in your bed, staring at the ceiling
and hearing the cars.or any outside places..moving..or rushing.That's what i always do!haha.
Okay,yea, u know why ytd was Great?Coz,my bro jst gt a broadband,so my computer
already have an internet at Home.
Usually,it would be horrible,as i have to walk an xtra mile..to get to the computer shop just to SURF which is most probly u can say PATHETIC!!!haha.
So,lucky for me..but i'm stillnot sastified,coz i want an IMac or a laptop!
When,i get "the money" god,i sooooo...cn't wait for the moment to just take out ur
PoSB card..and wat else?SHOPPING!

2008-07-25T15:48:00.000+08:00

Yesterday,my class went to a day trip to sungei buloh reservoir..haha.i thght it was like a big deal but it turn out to be very...hmmm..let's say educational.But..it was ok..i hate forestry places especially places that have a lot of mosquitoes,cos it's really annoying.MOSQUITOES..Really are ANNOYING.Haha,too bad for dyla all the mosquitoes seem to be attracted to her blood!

I say"Darah kau manis sangat lah"

She say"yea rite.."

I say"Darah aku masin sangat.sebab tuu.nyamuk tk hisap kt aku"

Hahaha..actually i say it wrong,it's not masin but it's salty..hahaha.Isn't it rite?
I think i better ask aida or dyla.My malay really sucks, MAN!No wonder my frens always make fun of my mly..Hey it's not so bad! And i'vr really got to finish up my LSM project and Powerpt.
I hate schools,sumetimes..too many duty's to do!